“I know I’m contradicting myself, look I don’t need that now”-Jay-Z

Today is full of me doing things I said I wouldn’t do. Things that if I become addicted to might ruin my life. I need a psychologist again. This idea of making decisions all alone is getting old.

First off I made my return to Macy’s Ralph Lauren section. I did so good for the past 6 months (partly by choice and partly because of recession), but today it all came crashing down. I walked in there and all those colors, all that soft cotton, so precisely stitched and cut…mannnnnn.

Also I said I would never get a Twitter because I know how easily I become addicted to things and overdo them; it’s the reason I never gave into drinking or smoking. Well Twitter is one thing I couldn’t say no to. www.twitter.com/phella The one good thing is that it’s teaching me to keep my words short…it has a word count so I can’t rant forever the way I do on here.

And last but not least I swore off clubbing. From like August to October last year I was a “party animal”. Bare in mind party animal for my standards is about two parties a month. Normally I play the crib and keep to myself but I caught the party bug last year and couldn’t be stopped. Tonight I’m making my return cuz one of my homies has a reason to celebrate and I think I’ve done the crib thing to death. I tell you one thing, the future Mrs.Phella will NOT be there. Every chick I ever met at the club ended up semi-ruining my life.

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